Ya know there are times when I just sit and cry. I think about all of things I could’ve done differently, reacted in a better way, or I just wish I had a second chance to go back to the moments I miss most. As I’m sitting there crying, I think I’m all alone and it only frustrates me more. How could I be such a disappoint? I got on the bus today after school and I wished I was alone because I felt like at any moment I’d burst into tears. I had my music on, but I wasn’t really listening to it I just needed some type of distraction. Then a song came on… it was When Love Sees You by Mac Powell. I remember a year and a half ago I was listening to this in my old room, I was going to my old school, and I had old friends, my old mindset. As I listened to this song on the bus it took awhile to recognize it, and as it continued it was like a timeline was playing in my head of all the memories I had since that song. I saw how life changed, I met new friends my junior year, faced many trials, dealt with several deaths, family drama, moved houses, moved schools, lost friends, and tried to figure who I was… I realized that no matter what I went through or no matter how alone I felt in certain times, God was always there. I don’t mean to be cheesy, but I have been feeling more lonely than I’ve ever felt in my life except a different lonely. Like God is allowing me to feel lonely in order to make me realize that He is supposed to be my greatest friend. If I don’t talk to someone or tell someone about my feelings or emotions, I bottle them up. And now God has taught me that I don’t have to isolate myself, but that I can confide in Him. Life sucks sometimes. But I know I don’t have to hold everything in. I can talk to Him about anything and everything and since He already knows what’s in my heart I don’t have to worry about explaining anything unless I want to. Best of all, He knows why I’m here so if I completely confide in Him, I know I can’t mess up and I’ll figure out what my life is all about. He’s my greatest friend I love Him. I love Him so much.